Time for a change

OK, it's come a time in my life where I feel I need a big change, so I've decided to take a journey and reset myself in every sense of the word.
After a good amount of research and reading about the subject, I've decided a 10 day water fast is going to be the start of a new me. So much is going to be happening soon in my life, and I've got the time and the willingness to do this right now. So I am.
For what I've read the days that are to come are going to be the most difficult and challenging. At the same time thou, I can't wait. All my life I've always been telling myself that I need more discipline, more order, clarity. I've always accomplished pretty much everything I set my mind to, but even thou I do work for it (not very hard I have to admit), I end up stumbling into it. So I guess is fate or something. But I've reached a point in my life where I feel I need more control of my action and thoughts.
This past summer I went a little crazy, drinking, smoking, partied somewhat hard. I feel my body needs a break, more like a detox of all the impure substances I've consumed. Not only physically but also mentally. With all the shit that is going on the world, all the negativity that surrounds us, I just want to get it all out of my system... I need to get it out. Some sort of awakening.
From all that I've researched, I've come to the conclusion that a water fast is what I've been looking for.
My main reasons for doing this:

1. Cleanse my soul and mind from all negativity
2. Reconnect with God
3. Reconnect with myself, who I want to be and what I want to have
4. Find discipline and order
5. Cleanse my body
6. Become a better me

This is definitely gonna be one of the single most difficult experiences of my life, but I believe that I have the power and strength to this.

Well, wish me luck!!

Love!

Funny

"Funny how things happen in random moments, how life sometimes stops for us to have a laugh. But a really good laugh that is.

Funny how as time passes things we used to beliefe in, just fade.How feelings just leave and we stop yearning...

Funny how life just goes on without us even noticing; how time just seems to speed up every day, how we never catch up with it, how there's no future, just past and present.

Funny how those moments are the ones that actually have a meaning."

Twisted thoughts...

Is funny to think in the influence some things have on oneself. Like lets say for example, tv. Watching shows on sexy vampires, hooking up with human girls and the naugthiness of it is kinda sick and perverted but at the same time, very hot and appeling. Is it that the human mind is so twisted that it accepts all possibilties?. I mean how wrong would it actually be if it wasn't fiction?. You see every day, men with men, women with women, cases of animal fetishes (which personally for me is crossing a line), pedofiliac people (which also personally I find even more sick than the animal situation, and PLAIN WRONG, I mean seriously SICK FUCKERS!!!... ). But it only goes to show, how far or how low the human mind and feelings go.
Going back to my point, would it really be so wrong, I mean, tv and books make it seem so possible, like it could happen any time (and I know I am not the only one who wouldn't it). The idea of getting fucked and getting suck at the same time. TWISTED. lol... But kinda hot...
If you're wondering where is all of this coming from, not gonna lie, HUGE Charlaine Harris and Twilight fan, (btw very excited about the Twilight movie coming out, and Trueblood OMG awesome show). A lot of people are comparing them way too much lately, which I don't really care for doing, yes, the whole vampire deal is the main story per say, but seriously people, very different stories and points to them. No point in comparing, both charming and awesome. and HOT!!, did I mention that. Lol...
Anyways... This is my blog, and those are my thoughts on the matter, not looking for anyone to agree or disagree on them, cuz really don't give a fuck!!...

;P...
Love!!

Making a choice

The time has come for me to create my life.
Clear my mind of all negativity, which will proof harder than expected, but worth it never the less. Filling my mind of all positive thoughts is my greates achievement.
To get clear images in my head of ecxactly what it is I want to be and have. This is the only way to abundance in every aspect of my life. To be thankfull but never satisfied, to always want more because I deserve more. To have all it is that will keep my life growing and evolving steadily.
I choose to live this way, because the only point of living is to see how far you can go and how you can grow.

• To never stop
• To always live for oneself
• To learn more
• To want it all
• To be thankfull for it all

Love!