Saturday, November 8, 2008

Time for a change

OK, it's come a time in my life where I feel I need a big change, so I've decided to take a journey and reset myself in every sense of the word.
After a good amount of research and reading about the subject, I've decided a 10 day water fast is going to be the start of a new me. So much is going to be happening soon in my life, and I've got the time and the willingness to do this right now. So I am.
For what I've read the days that are to come are going to be the most difficult and challenging. At the same time thou, I can't wait. All my life I've always been telling myself that I need more discipline, more order, clarity. I've always accomplished pretty much everything I set my mind to, but even thou I do work for it (not very hard I have to admit), I end up stumbling into it. So I guess is fate or something. But I've reached a point in my life where I feel I need more control of my action and thoughts.
This past summer I went a little crazy, drinking, smoking, partied somewhat hard. I feel my body needs a break, more like a detox of all the impure substances I've consumed. Not only physically but also mentally. With all the shit that is going on the world, all the negativity that surrounds us, I just want to get it all out of my system... I need to get it out. Some sort of awakening.
From all that I've researched, I've come to the conclusion that a water fast is what I've been looking for.
My main reasons for doing this:
  1. Cleanse my soul and mind from all negativity
  2. Reconnect with God
  3. Reconnect with myself, who I want to be and what I want to have
  4. Find discipline and order
  5. Cleanse my body
  6. Become a better me

This is definitely gonna be one of the single most difficult experiences of my life, but I believe that I have the power and strength to this.

Well, wish me luck!!

Love!

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