Do you remember seeing the sun coming up easy?

Paolo Nutini has stolen my hearth! lol

CANDY

I was perched outside in the pouring rain
Trying to make myself a sail
Then I'll float to you my darlin'
With the evening on my tail
Although not the most honest means of travel
It gets me there nonetheless
I'm a heartless man at worst, babe
And a helpless one at best

Darling I'll bathe your skin
I'll even wash your clothes
Just give me some candy, before I go
Oh, darling I'll kiss your eyes
And lay you down on your rug
Just give me some candy
After my heart

Oh I'm often false explaining
But to her it plays out all the same
and although I'm left defeated
It get's held against my name
I know you got plenty to offer baby
But I guess I've taken quite enough
Well I'm some stain there on your bedsheet
You're my diamond in the rough

Darling I'll bathe your skin
I'll even wash your clothes
Just give me some candy
before I go
Oh, darling I'll kiss your eyes
And lay you down on your rug
Just give me some candy
After my heart

I know that there´re writings on the wall
But Darling I'll bathe your skin
I'll even wash your clothes
Just give me some candy
After my heart

Oh I'll be there waiting for you (repeat)

All they do is keep me waiting and waiting...

Funny how well I relate to that sentence.
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Anyhow, putting some new shoes and starting my day.

So, a new day, and here I am trying to write again. I've gotten caught up in Cassandra Clare's City of Fallen Angels, which I'm enjoying immensely. I do find though, that this is more similar to the first book in the series, in the way that is building up to a new story line. Can hardly wait to see what happens.

Work as always is BORING! Still, this is going to be a fantastic day, even if it's supposed to rain. The Zac Deputy show was moved to tonight, I don't really t hink I want to go though. I feel like just staying home and relaxing.

My thoughts are so scattered. Hopefully as I develop this blog, I'll develop some sort of writing abilities. Since I've always planned to write a book or something to pass on to my sisters. My beautiful sisters. I am so proud of them, I know I didn't give birth to them, but being 11 and 13 years older than them does make a difference. It hasn't been until recently that I have been bonding with them, but really bonding. Specially with Isis, who's growing up to be a smart and mature young woman. Andrea is heading on the same direction, though, I know it.
It really is exceptional that they're doing so well, taking in count the circumstances of the past 3 years, Dad battling with cancer and religion becoming the number thing is their household. It really does scare me sometimes that all the praying is gonna get to them, and they'll rebel and go crazy... Naaaahhh... That wouldn't happen, I know better and so do they...

I do hate though the fact that I've missed their childhood, but God knows why he does what he does, and he must have me here for a greater reason...