SCATTERED THOUGHTS!
You gotta love how whenever you meet or talk to a Latin man, all they have for you is terms of endearment: Mi amor (my love), mi vida (my life), mi cielo (my heaven), linda (beautiful); it's quite nice. To think of the differences of where I grew up and where I am right now, is somewhat hard. My life back in Panama was something else completely, is like I switched movies, but still stay in touch with the characters from my previous one. I really do beliefe that God knows why I ended up here, like Pao and Ana used to say "You were born in the wrong country...". After being here for almost 7 years I do think there's some thruth to that. I can't even picture who I would be if I had stayed back home.
Canada has help me become the person I've always thought I would be. Far from perfect, but acknowledging my flaws and embracing that without them I wouldn't be ME is a blessing. I've taken all my insecurities and made them assets. Accertive, passionate, loud with practically no filters, intimidating, friendly, sociable -all words that have been used to describe me- bitch has been thrown in there sometimes as well, which I really don't mind being called at all since "bitch is just another word for feminist" as quoted by Gale Forman on If I Stay (fantastic novel btw! READ IT!)... Sometimes though, I still feel a little broken, but I do think we all feel a little broken at times, it's all part of being humans I guess.
So I re-read my first couple of entries from 3 years ago, and oh lord... jajajajajajaj (yes, I am using the spanish typed laugh) HILLARIOUS! That first post... Good old Trueblood, first season was still the best... And I guess I'm still working on my personal growth and what not. Not easy, but really, it is all that life is; a bunch of experiences thrown together, that make what we call our life and mold us to the person we are or are supposed to be at least... The thing is that sometimes we don't have any choice of what happens, and others we are the only ones who can decide.
Last night was all about Adele! Fuck she's amazing! Her voice, her lyrics, her passion and depth! SOUL, her music doesn't just have soul, it is her soul, and you can tell everytime you listen to her... I know I'm a little late getting into her but now that I have. WOW!
Rolling in the Deep
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,
Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your ship bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
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You know when you start listening to a certain artist, and holy fuck they are good, you end up hooked on their music and you just can't believe it's taken this long for you to learn about them. You have no idea who this artist is, as in what they look like or where their from, all you know about them is their music. This happened to me recently; about 6 months ago I started listening to the very talented Paolo Nutini (sexy name I know), but I never really bother trying to find out what he looked like or anything. I fell for his music though. Sultry, raspy, sweet, deep, just amazing, talent pouring from all of it. Well, just this week I actually started watching a few of his videos, and let me tell you... PAOLO NUTINI has officially become my Beiber!
For those of you who actually know me, and know of my pickyness when it comes to guys... I am sure you can tell how much this beautiful male personifies all I look for in a guy!
PAOLO NUTINI = HOOOOOOTTTT!!!!
And then he sings:
Now tell me how YOU feel about this sexy Scottish guy.
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Cool as hell links:
GOODREADS.COM Can't stress it enough!
grooveshark.com
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"Sometimes you make choices in life and sometimes choices make you."
— Gayle Forman (If I Stay)
"Sometimes you make choices in life and sometimes choices make you."
— Gayle Forman (If I Stay)
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