Monday, back to work. Urgh! I wanted to stay in bed soooo bad!
Well, it was a good weekend. Friday night was a bit of a shit show after work, when I met up the ladies and headed to O's. Although, while at work it was a little awkward since QT from St Patty's day plays music at my work sometimes. And he was there Friday night. I spent the whole time at work with this big ass smile plastered on my face! Not cool, specially since his baby's mama was there.
Anyhow! Get to O's and holy was there ever a bunch of very fine looking guys lol, not that it did ME any good.
There's this thing I do not understand about men, and I guess never will. Why do they go for trashy girls??! and, and what is up with this girls?? I do not comprehend what would possess a woman, to dress like cheap prostitute. Not even a high en call girl. But a full on skank, straight up and hands down! And men are attracted to this girls! Crazy! But I guess they do end up giving it up easy
I was bad Saturday. Schedule myself for some OT at work, but completely forgot to set my alarm and as always slept in till one. SHAME ON ME. At least I did have a good day; finished If I Stay, what a pretty story, it had me on the brink of tears the whole time, very touching; Then Bobash, Sarah and I went thrift shopping at Frenchy's; after that I found out I didn't have to work at the cafe. That kinda sucked because I do want the money, but Oh, well! Ended up at the gay bar that night with Bobash, Seannie and all his gay posy. I swear those kids have all pretty much done each other, so much drama.
Sunday was great! I slept in, which was fantastic. Started reading City of Fallen Angels, by Cassandra Clare (amazing author!). Then headed to the peninsula for Nick's Bady, I thank God greatly for the blessing of allowing his family this time with him. It was very nice to share that experience with them. Age has a very beautiful family. When I got back to my place I finally clean my room. I need to stop being so damn lazy.
I have this idea of the type of life I want to lead and the type of person I want to be, but it feels like there's something inside me -a little voice of sorts- that tells me to just take it easy, that whatever it is can wait. But as time passes I keep thinking there really isn't that much time. I'm about to turn 25 and I haven't accomplish half the stuff I've wanted to accomplish. Not cool! I HAVE TO MAKE A COMMITMENT WITH MYSELF!
So, I'm loving www.goodreads.com, what an awesome website! I got my first giveaway last Friday. Various Positions: A novel by Schabas Martha, I'm excited to read it as it doesn't come out till June 28, 2011. Any website that sends me free books, I'm sold!
Now it's Monday, and I'm at work. Fuck I hate it! it's overwhelming to think of all that I need to do, and I only have 3 more months to get it done! This is crazy! I know for a fact it will all work out, but at the same time it is really scary. Being a grownup is not easy man.
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I'm going to commit to write, for at least 10 minutes daily. I'll probably end up just rambling, but whatever it takes. This is going to be my own way of self therapy.
Gonna take a break now and actually do some work...
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